Tuesday, September 25, 2012

Moving on

So I'm not sure how much more I can take... I'm not sure how much further I can go down this dead end road without completely losing myself... I've lost so much already...

Sunday, February 12, 2012

Broken - Lifehouse (with lyrics)




Fallen Angel
you challenged the emptying of heaven
(whose mouth spat out its stars
into a bloody, whipped vacuum)
and sculpted your dark energy
into a defiant fist, shaking photons
and soulful dimensions of fury

you were a god's great lesson

so offended was your only deity
through your lush garden he violated
you, an underworld, a parent
to brutalize your negative elements
and teach you marble obedience

a broken consequence, this avenged planetoid
and you, a dying, beaten shadow
your flame for war, extinguished
whose memories of chariots and wings and sunbeams
are reduced to these needles and spoons

R.W. Hurst

Lifehouse - I want you to know

Sunday, February 5, 2012

It finds us all

and we're to small to stop the rain... but there's nobody to stand by you.
No one to dry your eyes. No one to fight your fight. No one to hold you tight and never let you fall... Fall, there's no one to catch you. They just let you done. It will get you down. You're not going to make it. They know you can't make it. And they won't stand by you. They won't help you cope. They won't dry your eyes. They won't fight your fight. They will not hold you tight and there will be no one there to hold or let you. They're going to never hold you and go...

Jason Mraz Halfway Home




The sadness is eating away at my heart...
The hole seems getting bigger and I keep getting smaller.
I'm on my knees, Lord...
I'm begging for freedom from the chains imposed on me.
I can't seem to make it through another day...
I'm afraid. I'm scared. I've everything I can't be... anymore...
I can't do this anymore.
I can't keep up the act as the roller coaster comes to it's crashing end.
It was better to get off...
It was better to jump the burning, sinking ship.
Blood is not thicker than water. Skin and bones weigh more and their not worth the time.
My mind is just about gone.
Remember I don't like applesauce if you would please
And place me in the sea, free my broken heart to the sea...

3 Doors Down - Silence Remains with Lyrics